The Illness Of The Mind by horsesrulee12, literature
Literature
The Illness Of The Mind
When I left for the "hospital" for the mentally ill, my little sister had asked my mother where I was going.
"She's going to the hospital." She had said. My little sister gave her a blank look.
"What for?" She had asked, sticking her thumb in her tiny mouth.
"She's sick." My mother had replied, prying the tumb from her mouth.
"No she's not. She'd be in bed if she was." My little sister gave my mother a glare and began chewing on her hair.
"No. She's not sick like that. She's sick in the head."
"Oh." My little sister looked up at me through the window of the car. I smiled at her.
Instead of her smiling back, all she did was stare.
Just beyond the hedge,
Lies the world's edge.
I sometimes climb through that bush,
To imagine someone would finally push,
Me off of the edge.
Staring at it now,
I wonder how,
I'd discovered the edge.
How I had crawled through the hedge.
I crawl on my knees,
And freeze,
At the edge.
I am called for,
"Come, you whore!"
The souls that have fallen before me,
Whisper what I could be.
I stand to my feet,
And the decision is sweet.
I take a step,
As my fear crept,
Over the edge.
And I followed suit.
This is what paper can't catch.
This is what paper can't hold.
This is what you can't contain.
This is what you can't grab.
This is what likes my touch.
This is what likes to elude.
This is what likes to scare.
This is what likes to kill.
This is my touch.
This is my taste.
This is my heart.
This is my face.
This is you to me.
This is me to you.
This is the sky.
And this is it's blue.
Everything You're Not by horsesrulee12, literature
Literature
Everything You're Not
My heart is hard and heavy
Yours is soft and light
Im always wrong
And youre always right
I cant forget them
You cant forgive them
Im stuck in the past
Youre moving forward
I move fast
You move slow
Take your time
While I rush
I cant take this
And you dont mind
I had the bliss
Now you have it
Things before were never this bad
Now they couldnt get worse
You dont care
Youre fine with it
I guess that makes me
Everything youre not
Namine and Kairi sat at their lunch table; the nobody table. Namine stared at a boy, he was sitting two tables from her, and he was one of the most popular boy at school. She sighed, "Do you ever think that I'll ever talk to him."
"Roxas? Sora? Which one. 'Cause I call dibs on Sora!" Kairi laughed.
Namine sighed, "Kairi...you know who I'm talking about."
"I know. Yeah, I think you'll talk to him." Kairi placed her hands on Namine's, making her turn toward her, "I think you'll end up with him. Namine, I know you will."
Namine sighed, and turned away from Kairi. She placed her elbows on the table, and rested her chin in her hands, "He has a
The Illness Of The Mind by horsesrulee12, literature
Literature
The Illness Of The Mind
When I left for the "hospital" for the mentally ill, my little sister had asked my mother where I was going.
"She's going to the hospital." She had said. My little sister gave her a blank look.
"What for?" She had asked, sticking her thumb in her tiny mouth.
"She's sick." My mother had replied, prying the tumb from her mouth.
"No she's not. She'd be in bed if she was." My little sister gave my mother a glare and began chewing on her hair.
"No. She's not sick like that. She's sick in the head."
"Oh." My little sister looked up at me through the window of the car. I smiled at her.
Instead of her smiling back, all she did was stare.
Just beyond the hedge,
Lies the world's edge.
I sometimes climb through that bush,
To imagine someone would finally push,
Me off of the edge.
Staring at it now,
I wonder how,
I'd discovered the edge.
How I had crawled through the hedge.
I crawl on my knees,
And freeze,
At the edge.
I am called for,
"Come, you whore!"
The souls that have fallen before me,
Whisper what I could be.
I stand to my feet,
And the decision is sweet.
I take a step,
As my fear crept,
Over the edge.
And I followed suit.
This is what paper can't catch.
This is what paper can't hold.
This is what you can't contain.
This is what you can't grab.
This is what likes my touch.
This is what likes to elude.
This is what likes to scare.
This is what likes to kill.
This is my touch.
This is my taste.
This is my heart.
This is my face.
This is you to me.
This is me to you.
This is the sky.
And this is it's blue.
Everything You're Not by horsesrulee12, literature
Literature
Everything You're Not
My heart is hard and heavy
Yours is soft and light
Im always wrong
And youre always right
I cant forget them
You cant forgive them
Im stuck in the past
Youre moving forward
I move fast
You move slow
Take your time
While I rush
I cant take this
And you dont mind
I had the bliss
Now you have it
Things before were never this bad
Now they couldnt get worse
You dont care
Youre fine with it
I guess that makes me
Everything youre not
Bella and Edward- Could Happen by horsesrulee12, literature
Literature
Bella and Edward- Could Happen
*Cue Bella singing star Wars music*
Bella sat at the Biology table, playing with the pencil. She sang the star Wars music and acted as if the pencil was a lightsaver.
"YAHHHHH!!!!"
she drove the pencil into Edwards hand, stabbing him.
He looked at her "What on earth are you doing?"
She leaned forward and whispered.
"Your supposed to scream"
"ahhhhh"
"NO! Louder!"
"AHHHHHH!!!!"
He gave her a smile.
"Now it sounds like your saying... HAAAAI'm Hungry!"
Edward slapped his forehead.
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